I feel like a dumb, I bet you guys know how its feel like. I'm so far from the word spelled "p e r f e c t". I'll face my ielts in July and frankly speaking I'm not ready. Things are going wrong nowadays. The clock keeps ticking and who can stop it ? nobody yeah nobody. Probably the proverb that says "TIME IS MONEY" is true. We can't go back to the past to fix our fault, we can't stuck in the past because there is a thing we can let go. I'll try my best through all this Storm, so that it is a quote saying "Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain". I'm going to end this post it seems I talked a lot about how my feeling was. Its sound boring so goodbye everyone hope your days are better than mine. Be thankful.
Hollaaaa I'm back on track like finally. It has been ages since my last post hahaha yeah I'm super-duper busy now. I'm graduated from high school that means one out of my zillion goals of life have been reached its yay! now I'm working hard on my ielts preparation its my decision and i must fulfill it! its a must and i will pass my ielts test and go to the university that I've choose I'll go to Taylor's in Kuala Lumpur and majoring in interior architecture. Wish myself a zillions tons of lucks :D
OHH, im so afraid this few days. im afraid that i cant pass the final exam :( im so terrible sad i dont know how to describe it in words :'( feels want to cry every second. i cried a lot today. im trying to do my best know. i promised my self to study hard and less sitting in front of the computer and trying to shut my phone off for a day. i feel so sorry that i dont study seriously last time :( buddha, just for this time i beg you please bless me on my exam, school life and my fams esp my parent. i know im wrong bcs i dont hear my parents words :( im sorry mom and dad :'( i cant say more my tears is about to fall down :'( im sorry and thanks god for blessing me joy, health and happiness :)
life is unfair unfair unfair so unfair. but behind this i know there will always a reason for that :( and now its 9:56pm im crying for no reason and for nothing. now i realize that i really really need someone( a guy)to hold on. i need him to cheer me up while im sad. and to laughing together while were happy. but sometimes im scared to fall in love. im scared to accept the truth im scared to losing him (that idk who is he that will be).