SPARKLING

OHH, im so afraid this few days. im afraid that i cant pass the final exam :( im so terrible sad i dont know how to describe it in words :'( feels want to cry every second. i cried a lot today. im trying to do my best know. i promised my self to study hard and less sitting in front of the computer and trying to shut my phone off for a day. i feel so sorry that i dont study seriously last time :( buddha, just for this time i beg you please bless me on my exam, school life and my fams esp my parent. i know im wrong bcs i dont hear my parents words :( im sorry mom and dad :'( i cant say more my tears is about to fall down :'( im sorry and thanks god for blessing me joy, health and happiness :)

TOTALLY UNFAIR

life is unfair unfair unfair so unfair. but behind this i know there will always a reason for that :( and now its 9:56pm im crying for no reason and for nothing. now i realize that i really really need someone( a guy)to hold on. i need him to cheer me up while im sad. and to laughing together while were happy. but sometimes im scared to fall in love. im scared to accept the truth im scared to losing him (that idk who is he that will be).